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.:Saturday, January 31, 2004:.
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GREAT day! really.. filled wif so much fun and laughter.. went to queensway wif Ian to get shoes.. apperently CRESCENT GALS is damn noisy la.. headed for ypg.. went to have dinner wif samuel,debbie,joel,justina and jermaine.. wha the food at hong kong st was great.. cheers guys! laughed lyk shit during dinner.. laughed abt the american idol "william hung" the infamous "she bangs" hahahaha! its damn funny manz.. laughed lyk crap! heres the url.. http://www.pages.drexel.edu/~jc65/videos/shebangs.wmv use wmp to open it.. woohoo! monday i am playing goal keeper! putting my family jewels on the line.. but i think it will be great fun! woohoo! so looking forward to it.. and the extended wkend! ok.. shall stop here.. chatting on msn.. ringing lyk siao..
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.:Jeremy blogged on 11:01:00 PM:.
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.:Friday, January 30, 2004:.
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wad a fun day.. went to edwin's place.. played winning eleven 7.. whao.. its damn fun! played till 7pm.. came home.. ben tan asked me to go bugis for dinner.. dad dint allow.. had to come back.. crappy manz.. i am being treated lyk a child.. cant stay out late.. cant eat dinner outside wif frens.. at home cant use the bloody computer too late.. must off it by 1030.. then now changed to after dinner.. WHICH IS SO BLOODLY EARLY LA! wha lau! if try and ask him why.. he just shouts at me! dunno wads gone into him this few days.. urgH! always asking me to off the computer.. and study.. man.. its friday NITE! cant even use the com.. URGGH!!!!! so looking forward to tml and the extended wkend.. then i will be free.. dunno why my dad has been acting strange this few days.. could be stress.. trying very hard to comply wif his demends.. BUT apperently.. he is demanding MORE! and its getting pretty unreasonable.. tis cant do tt cant do.. i cant even study while listening to music! i mean.. tts the way i do my things.. for so long then just becos ur nt happy.. u want me to change.. its MY style of getting things into my head! why shld u always control MY LIFE? i don mind coming home b4 11 and having dinner at hm instead of outside.. but.. why do u go over the edge sumtimes!? i am only human.. and i HAVE FEELINGS! i am feeling damn pissed.. but cant show it.. cos u might shout agn! and i hate tt! i hate shouting in the hse.. its just nt u.. sry.. i cant be perfect.. but ur sumtyms.. holding too tightly.. just afraid to lose control.. cant u see.. i am already grown up.. and i have learnt well frm ur teachings and guidance.. cant i have abit more freedom? geez.. i really hope u will be ur old self u once were.. we were so happy then.. why shld we come to this..? we are family.. a strong christian family.. have been praying abt it.. why cant u understand..? i am 19.. nt a child anymore.. i know.. i have many flaws.. but i really nid to change myself wif ur help.. but i nid space to grow too.. i nid to be independent.. cant be living off u all the tym.. i am so sry.. but i nid to get this off my chest.. shall stop here..
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.:Jeremy blogged on 7:31:00 PM:.
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.:Thursday, January 29, 2004:.
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a day of bad weather.. practically rained the whole day.. the movie wif sherman and co. was called off for some reason.. spent the whole day in sch doing nth but studying.. was having maths class.. for some reason.. the bloody room was lyk a freezer! its was 16 degress! i was seated beneath the dreadful air-con.. wha piang.. fingers were numb.. reminded me of korea.. but nt as bad.. inside there for 3 freaking hrs! wha lau.. tml gog to visit edwin after sch.. play winning eleven 7.. practise abit b4 andrew and cedric and co. comes.. hahaha! quite sure will be able to win them! woohoo! hahaha! wonder if theres tag team.. if there is.. me and the lame one wif win the rest manz! yahoo! hahaha! ok shall stop here..
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.:Jeremy blogged on 9:34:00 PM:.
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.:Wednesday, January 28, 2004:.
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why has it been raining almost evryday since the second day of cny? everyone's catching a cold and stuffs.. wif the bird flu gog airbourne.. it is an epidemic nt to be reckoned wif.. better take precautions.. healthy diet and lots of fluids.. mum making alot of noise abt me nt coming back for dinner often and stuffs.. sch getting crappier by the daes.. anyway.. edwin passes msg to all saying tt he is alrite and thxs for all the prayers and support! dunno why suddenly parents so strict.. must be home before 11.. and must do tis do tt.. wha piang.. as if i am 12 yrs old.. i guess its part of growng old.. anyhows.. they ARE my parents after all.. thank god for wonderful parents! shld be grateful man.. so looking forward to church boy.. sch is taking quite a toll wif the hectic tym table.. can barely survive.. but thank god i did.. but its getting harder.. thank god agn for the bethany forest! shall stop here to tidy room..
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.:Jeremy blogged on 9:59:00 PM:.
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.:Tuesday, January 27, 2004:.
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to you know who u r.. pls stop ur beckham antics.. it isnt helping.. we nid just one beckham and he is good enuff.. sry for being mean but i am just being practical.. p.s try PLASTIC SURGERY.. we will pray for u.. ya and btw.. talking abt surgery.. edwin has just been warded at changi general hospital.. hes having an op on his knee on wednesday morning.. 28th jan.. we'll be praying for ya bro! to deb and co. don wry ya.. hahahaha! altho edwin will be crippled for abt 3 mths.. we will still help u out.. ;) gt a msg frm sherman.. asking me to catch a movie wif him and hes classmates on thursday.. i will feel damn awkward la.. all ACJC.. hopefully wont meet those damn stuck up ones.. but birds of a feather flock tgt.. so i guess they shld be quite friendly.. shall stop here.. pops making alot of noise abt me using the com till so late.. urgh.. anyway all the best to those having their tests tis wk or the nxt! the bethany forest will stand tgt thru the biggest storms ya!
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.:Jeremy blogged on 11:10:00 PM:.
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.:Sunday, January 25, 2004:.
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What a fun-filled day.. Church is a super wonderful place to be! woohoo! wif frens lyk tt.. its just great.. had a crappy gd tym playing soccer in the basement wif jon jacob,edwin,anthony and joel.. damn stuffy and warm.. laughing most of the tym.. i must say edwin and jon were really gd.. joel was the best manz..! anthony was damn gd also.. i sucked to the core la.. anyhows.. it seem destined tt i am playing the number 1 for the "church squad".. the whole wk in sch better play gk manz.. get used to it first.. must perform sia tt day.. ar bo.. i'll be laughed at manz.. was invited to my fren's place for dinner.. wha.. food was great.. but felt quite out of place.. had to put my dinner etiquette to use.. went home.. thanked her parents for inviting me over.. they were such wonderful hosts.. cheers! shall stop here.. tml gt sch and after tt heading for ruth's place for her farewell dinner..
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.:Jeremy blogged on 11:04:00 PM:.
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.:Saturday, January 24, 2004:.
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awwfully wonderful day! had choir at 130.. preparing for the special ypg program todae.. wha.. even tho nt many ppl were there.. i guessed we sang quite well.. cheers guys! hope the one with actions will be great! stayed in church to help out.. then found out tt the guys were having another soccer match against another team.. but crap manz.. they were thinking of putting me as goalkeeper.. wha kao.. shld be can la.. went to have dinner wif micheal,edwin,juliana,jermaine,huimin and haran at tamp.. justina joined us later.. walk ard tamp interchange.. bought a polo tee.. bid each other farewell.. went home.. so tired.. better go zZzz soon..
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.:Jeremy blogged on 11:49:00 PM:.

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soccer crazy day manz.. woke up at 630 in the morning! when i slpt at 430 am.. thanks to somebody.. you jolly well know who the hell u are ah! haiz.. but i forgive and forget easily.. headed for bishan park to play soccer.. reached there changed.. and it rained manz! but we still played! woohoo! song bo! played all postions manz.. gk defender midfielder and striker.. wha lau.. i suck manz.. got punched by yu hong so hard i fell dwn manz.. did a bicycle kick in a desperate attempt to score a goal.. regretted it.. my butt cheeks are swollen manz.. headed hm.. slpt lyk a log boy.. relatives visited but i slpt thru it.. woke up at 6 went to aunt's place for dinner.. met edwin at his place.. tok crap.. laugh lyk stupid ppl.. but we had fun man todae! all thxs to all the ppl who went for the soccer thingy! cheers dudes! shld have more manz! but smth bad happened.. micheal's stuff gt stolen.. and we dint see anyone manz.. lesson learnt.. micheal we sympatise wif u.. sry bro.. if i dint think of this match nth would have happened.. so sry.. shall stop here..
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.:Jeremy blogged on 12:38:00 AM:.
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.:Thursday, January 22, 2004:.
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woohoo! day of collection manz! collected hong baos thruout the day.. headed for uncle's place for visiting.. collected hong baos.. went to my aunt's place.. ate lunch there and collected "red packets"! lunch there was damn good.. really.. headed for my mum's brother side.. aquarius.. wah.. had steam boat there.. great manz.. played winning eleven on ps2 there.. was thrashing the rest manz! woohoo! watch infernal affairs there.. wha.. andy lau and tony leung are damn fantastic la.. their characters look damn cocky and flawless outside but yet vulnerable inside.. headed home.. wha.. tml is the soccer match manz! can hardly wait! woohoo! shall stop here.. gt to slp soon..
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.:Jeremy blogged on 11:57:00 PM:.

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A day i love to hate.. woke up in the morning at 7.. so damn freaking tired.. shld be becos of slping at 5 in the morning.. headed dwn to sch.. went hm tired.. sherman called.. ask me meet him for lunch in bugis.. wha went there only to find out tt i forget to bring money.. crap.. had just abit on myself.. just enuff.. walked ard.. sherman was looking at gals boy! woohoo! sherman.. tym to grow up manz.. hahaha! jking la.. went to jurong east took 143 to outram to take train to tanah merah.. killing tym.. headed for granny's place.. reach there at 515.. so tired.. watched abit of the australian open.. wha.. all so gd sia.. wonder when will i reach tt level.. most likely nv la.. haha.. felt tired.. slpt til 730.. wat a pig manz.. paid my bill at the sam machine.. so damn ex.. wad the hell man.. went back for reunion dinner.. wha! wat a spread! ate my fill watched nutty professor.. even tho it was an old show.. still laughed lyk shit! wad can i say manz.. eddie murphy is damn gd at wat he does boy.. making ppl laugh! woohoo! received "red packets" yahoo! headed home.. so tired.. stopping here..
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.:Jeremy blogged on 12:50:00 AM:.
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.:Tuesday, January 20, 2004:.
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woohoo.. wat a day of excitement.. so many things happened todae.. nv laughed so much in sch b4.. reached sch 25 mins late.. had lecture.. laughed lyk crazy inside.. frens were crazy manz.. haha! played soccer.. played juggling wha piang.. evryone so gd.. so hard to find flaws.. went back for practical classes.. laugh lyk nutcases inside boy! woohoo! headed home.. took bus wif alvin,timothy and andrew.. wha kao.. the bus behind so damn nosiy.. one whole grp of st nicks.. talk lyk wah piang.. listen music full blast still can hear them laughing! upon reaching tamp interchange.. one of them was left.. one which i knew.. haha! we all went to disturb her.. but alvin went a step too far.. he apperently sat beside her.. acted as her bf.. whahahaha! held her hands.. tried to kiss her even.. then the rest of us felt it was way too much.. so stopped him.. her face was abt to burst into tears boy.. had to apologise to her manz.. sent her hm.. wha kao.. alvin ah.. haiz.. speechless la.. worst thing is she is my fren! some fren i was manz.. hope shes alrite boy.. jia lat liao.. haha! lesson learnt: theres a limit to evrything.. anyway.. regretted la.. woohoo! wkend started liao! tml jamming wif the guys for a grp of needy children.. its just great to be able to put a smile on someone's face! hope they'll enjoy it! shall stop here.. tired.. zZzZz..
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.:Jeremy blogged on 10:30:00 PM:.
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.:Monday, January 19, 2004:.
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day of pondering.. nth much done.. just spent tym thinking abt wat i am gonna do wif my life.. didnt go to sch.. was so sick of sch that i decided to give it a break.. guess woke up on the wrong side of the bed.. had a weird feeling frm the start.. dunno how to explain.. but felt lyk my life was so boring and so meaningless.. evrydae is the same.. go sch go hm.. its lyk so sad.. need to get a life manz.. cny coming real soon.. just found out tt my hp was suspended.. crap.. can receive calls and msgs only.. so its lyk a pager now.. stuck at hm too much.. go out also sianz.. so damn broke.. have less than 20 bucks left.. can barely survive manz.. so looking forward to cny.. esp friday.. the soccer thingy.. edwin so filled wif enthusiasm abt it.. woohoo! cant wait to see "Darren Beckan" hahaha! edwin and co. will know wat i mean.. shall stop crapping here.. maybe continue later..
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.:Jeremy blogged on 7:48:00 PM:.
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.:Sunday, January 18, 2004:.
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wat a crazy day! woke up late.. went in tym for service tho.. had a hell of a tym laughing wif edwin.. evry wk also the same but tis wk was the best laughter i had manz.. could hardly breathe.. helped out in church just now after cat class.. cleaned the carparks wif anthony and joel.. but the machine was spoilt.. crap.. went hm.. slpt awhile.. met edwin for dinner and laughed lyk crazy cos we were suaning debbie.. whahaha! bth! went hm.. great day of laughing manz.. shall stop here..
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.:Jeremy blogged on 11:29:00 PM:.
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.:Saturday, January 17, 2004:.
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wat a day! had training in the morning.. so damn tiring.. think i woke up on the wrong side of the bed.. whole body aching manz.. went home.. took a nap.. then went for ypg.. had choir practise.. learned new actions.. kinda cool! haha! went to bugis street wif edwin to get a bag.. its lyk damn cheap la.. 15 bucks only! went to sakae sushi to have dinner.. edwin was crap la.. said the manager was cute and tt she was finding him cute! wad the hell lah.. then edwin was telling jokes abt his army life.. both of us were laughing lyk crazy peeps.. i was laughing at him for boasting abt his sec sch daes.. which he said tt ij gals would ask his number.. nth to say la.. getting old liao la he.. hahaha! edwin.. time to get a galfren manz.. went to his place to tok crap.. haha! went hm after tt.. damn tired.. stopping here to zZzZz.. dun wanna be late for church tml..
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.:Jeremy blogged on 11:04:00 PM:.
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.:Friday, January 16, 2004:.
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wonderfully tiring day today.. went to church at 2.. met joel lee for lunch at post office's mac.. whoa.. just found out tt whenever u buy a EVM and flash ur student ezlink u can actually get a macfluffy free! headed for church after tt.. saw edwin waiting outside church wif his car.. wha lau.. joel and i laughed in the bus lyk crazy la.. whahaha! we went in wif his car.. haha! headed for sp kenneth's apartment.. saw micheal, zhi hui, michelle and kenneth.. talked for awhile.. then we started cleaning the drains at 3.. whao.. its so damn gross la.. the smell was lyk a fish tank which was nv cleaned for a yr boy! so many leaves and all.. urgh.. joel's fingers could fit into the slots.. so he was opening the drains.. most of them! cheers manz! whaha! but there was tis one drain so hard to open.. it took 4 of us 15 mins just to open it wif two steel bars and a hammer.. phew.. we took lyk 3 hrs to clean the drains.. the ones near where ppl have lunch on sundays.. whoa.. the finished work was swt man! but cleaning up the vacuum was the worst.. so strong the smell could literally faint! headed for dinner wif edwin and joel while the rest went jogging.. we headed for airport till joel's mum called and told him to go home.. how sad is tt la.. but wad the hell.. he spent the whole afternoon in church! woohoo! so only me and edwin went.. met his frens for dinner at swenson's.. wha.. chicken baked rice was good.. headed home after tt.. shall stop here.. damn tired.. *yawn*
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.:Jeremy blogged on 11:05:00 PM:.

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wow.. just came back frm tennis training.. wha.. forearms aching manz.. the result of too long nv exercise i guess.. meeting joel lee later gog to church to help clean up the drains.. woohoo! looking forward to cleaning up manz! zealous for good works! wad can i say? i guessed tis yr's yc impacted evryone i guess.. i nv felt so much fellowship or warmth in church manz.. ppl were lyk lets keep in contact.. lets hang out tgt more often.. great manz! simply makes the church so REAL.. GOD's kind of church.. where GOD is touching lives.. and where PEOPLE CARE FOR PEOPLE.. yeah! gtg get rdy for cleaning in church.. shall continue tonite..
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.:Jeremy blogged on 11:01:00 AM:.
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.:Thursday, January 15, 2004:.
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fantastic day todae! wha hoo! reached sch early this morning! well there's a first tym for evrything.. had lecture frm 8 to 11.. had a 3 and a half hr break.. slacked.. played soccer.. wha damn tiring.. had maths class til 530.. msged micheal.. who invited me to catch a movie wif andrew kam they all in cine.. they were meeting at six! thank goodness my fren gave me a lift on his bike.. was on tym.. watched MONA LISA SMILE.. dint think its was tt great at first.. but whao! it was really quite meaningful and practical! shld go catch it.. makes u think.. had dinner at pasta mania.. then planned soccer for second day of chinese new yr.. for the church guys.. cant wait boy! counted how many ppl gog.. wha! abt 26 of us! man! tts lyk more than enuff! woohoo! and everyone is lyk damn talented in soccer la.. its gonna be lyk Real madrid vs Juventus.. star studded teams gog head to head! woohoo! we shld form a bethany IPC soccer team soon manz! WHAO! just found out tt Andrea Loh knows quite alot abt soccer! haha! surprised manz! but wad to do.. soccer IS the most famous sport in the world! ok.. getting late.. msn messenger ringing lyk siao.. better stop here..
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.:Jeremy blogged on 11:09:00 PM:.
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.:Wednesday, January 14, 2004:.
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woohoo! woke up late.. dint go for lecture.. went only for the 3 hr lab prac.. quite cool.. went home after tt.. didnt know whether to go bugis street to get a bag.. by the tym i tot of it.. Fell aslp.. dunno why.. so darn tired this few days.. kept slping in sch and just couldnt spend more than 10 mins wif my eyes open! must be sch life taking the toll on me.. didnt slp long tho.. awakened by my mum.. asked me to do spring cleaning! wha piang.. cleaned windows.. tidied up the hse.. cleaned the walls.. washed the toliets.. swept and mopped the whole hse.. all my brother had to do was dust the fans.. tis is crap man.. lyk as if president nathan is coming.. wha lau.. anyway did it all.. was satisfying.. just looking at the whole place so clean becos u did it.. that feeling cant be explained.. just have to try it! had to prep the hse for visitors.. evrything's done in less than 1 hr! NO MORE spring cleaning for me! tym to slack.. met my frens.. went to twn.. lazed ard in twn.. saw so many students.. wha they have nth better to do izzit?! whao.. saw so many YOUNG couples.. memories came back! woo! saw "ah bengs" and "ah lians".. wah kao.. they look real dumb la.. walking lyk gorillars.. wif the arms swinging so high.. as if tt will make them look damn cool.. then "ah lians" acting lyk evryone owes them a living.. bth! suddenly shout so loud in starbucks.. as if they own the place.. i tot tt gals frm gals' sch were loud.. this is worst.. at least those were just noisy.. nt vulgar.. wha kao.. those "ah bengs" and "ah lians" can link all the vulgar language and can whack u wif it lyk was a rap.. kept shouting.. challenging ppl to fights.. kicking the chairs when their leaving.. just to tell ppl that they are.. geesh.. if we have them no need army liao.. when the enemies come we have all this "ah bengs" and "ah lians" to protect us.. tts enough man! haha! headed for home.. went online.. shall stop here..
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.:Jeremy blogged on 7:56:00 PM:.

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woke up at 830.. urgh.. late.. decided not to go for morning lecture.. which is 4 hrs straight wif no breaks! wha kao.. want my life izzit?! might be gog for tutorial at 1.. so bored now.. having soccer on the second day of chinese new yr wif church guys! woohoo! can hardly wait! but gotta "jio" more church guys to go.. haiz.. wonder if all can make it.. so sick of sch.. gotta drag myself up frm bed every morning.. but who doesnt.. argh.. i am so damn broke.. gotta start working agn.. crap.. so many things to pay.. urgh.. gonna get a new bag.. bugis street is the best place to get great stuffs and at cheap prices! woohoo! gtg.. continue later..
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.:Jeremy blogged on 8:47:00 AM:.
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.:Tuesday, January 13, 2004:.
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just finished doing my very first blog.. which is so time consuming.. wad the hell.. added a few ppl.. wha.. dint know doing a blog was tt eye straining.. but the finished work was satisfaying! woohoo! smth wrong wif the tym tho.. anyhow.. gtg zZz.. or i'll be late for sch AGN..
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.:Jeremy blogged on 11:58:00 PM:.
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