::i dunno wads happening to me.. always feel lyk skipping sch.. nv felt lyk studying.. feel lyk giving up.. but i have to.. -tolerate- but it seems lyk any single little encouragement to turn away frm sch shows up.. i will gladly abide to it.. haiz.. hope i can honour god in wadeva i do.. and bring forth much fruit.. tried applying love, kindness and joy in class.. but tt someone is so hard to love.. so hard to show kindness.. its lyk so hard to find joy.. only fruit i am bearing i think is self-control.. hes been lyk trying to provoke me.. always pitting ppl against me.. just becos i am a christian.. i know ur prejudice against christians.. if u think gog to church is just tt u'll have more female frens.. u'll be rmbed in my prayer.. u need alot of help.. seriously.. i am sick and tired of hearing ur whines.. grow up.. ur 19 not 9.. if u want me to be frank.. ok this is it.. hope ur reading this.. i am sad for u basically.. all those so-called "frens" wont be there for u want u need them.. seriously.. they're just sticking to u cos.. they have a common interest lyk u.. gals.. and $.. will also be praying for ur gfs.. they has such dumb luck to have u as their bf.. little did she know tt u are showing off how many gfs u have NOW.. wad so gd abt having 6 gfs at one tym.. when u cant keep them all.. and ur results show.. i pity them.. u're so crazy abt gals' sch gals.. but i don blame u.. u did say u find them easy targets for free sex.. man.. ur sick u know tt? u really need a psychologist.. but don wry.. u'll grow up.. i hope.. just hope tt non of ur gfs will give in to ur sexual demends.. hopefully they wont be tt dumb.. urgh.. hopefully i'll last the wk.. and learning wad it really means to bear fruit.. shall stop here.. got to go hm..::

.:Jeremy blogged on 1:03:00 PM:.
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::wad a great wk! the best wk of the yr i can say so.. family camp just ended not long ago.. so sad it ended.. must keep the commitment to bear fruits for the lord! the camp started of very well.. i was in GAD and its the best team! we were the overall champions! well done guys! was fed god's word by pastor charlie.. Galatians 5:22-23 "But the fruit of the spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control. Against such there is no law." played soccer almost everyday.. ran a whole lot.. one through pass frm jon jacob made me so winded already.. played the whole field was so fun.. jonah and i were so gd at communicating.. we practically read each other's mind.. when joshua wong came we all laughed lyk crazy.. he wore polo tee, swimming trunks and shoes and played striker! we were laughing lyk crazy! we played captain's ball.. and my team won! woohoo! the link between sherman me and kenneth was so gd.. we out-paced our opponents.. we cheered our team on during frisbee too! and during bowling.. we cheered our team on! but on thursday as we played touch rugby.. almost all the "fruits of the spirits" were gone.. it became more of a rugby match.. it only shows us how fast the "fruits" can be lost.. but we won the game.. and we were happy tt we did.. scored two tries.. jon jacob also scored 2 tries.. kenneth one, tchr chung han one.. the last msg.. pastor went thru the whole of galatians.. in lyk 1 hr!? whoa.. it touched my heart.. and i concecreted my life to bearing more fruits for the lord and hope tt i will not fall frm my faith! camp was so good.. i advise all to sign up for nxt yr's one! but my room was 298.. so far away.. had to walk lyk 10 mins.. whahaha! but i enjoyed fellowshipping wif the elder ones.. and learning frm their exp.. thank god for family camp! so looking forward to preparing for easter! thank god once agn! and i hope to practice bearing fruits for the lord! shall stop here! resident evil is on!::

.:Jeremy blogged on 9:38:00 PM:.
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::wha.. wet wet wet day.. went for ypg so happily cos i tot my clothes would be dry wif the sun so bright in the afternoon.. was in choir when the rain started.. wad a storm! whoa.. then escorted some ppl to the bus stop.. was quite fun.. laughing at joel who got splashed by the water by the bus! whahahaha! was walking wif ben chong.. whahaha shi yun and cherie were so close to getting wet.. shldnt have warned them.. BUT ypg we learnt abt loving one another.. so ya.. whahahaha! then went to AUPE for dinner.. wif sam, deb, jerm, jus and ed.. surprised joel didnt come.. whahaha! anyway no one had any cash.. then edwin had to go to the jackpot room to get money.. 50 bucks in coins.. how cool is tt! whahaha! ate halfway thru then rmbed.. I LEFT MY CLOTHES HANGING IN THE RAIN!!!! ate and fellowshipped.. rushed home.. spinned dry the clothes.. then continue drying them wif 2 hair dryers and an iron! and just finish packing.. whoa.. wad a start! dunno how to wake up tml boy.. but i guess i'll be too excited to slp! whahaha! shall stop here.. better go check whether i packed everything! will be in malaysia till 19/03/04.. no auto roam too bad.. if wanna contact me just wait till i come back..::

.:Jeremy blogged on 12:37:00 AM:.
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::fun-filled day! at last.. i have reached the end of the tunnel.. no sch todae! woohoo! headed to twn wif edwin,sherman,sam,joel,mingfei,matt,josh and shi yun.. had alot of fun.. watched the haunted mansion.. was quite cool.. had a few laughs.. wad can i say.. eddie murphy is gd! whaha! but cineleisure was overrun by S.H.E fans! could barely get out.. headed for wisma for dinner.. haha! then headed home.. had a great tym of fellowship.. reached home.. was quite tired.. watched william hung! and ironed my shirts for camp.. they are still wet! shall pack tml nite or rather later in the evening.. woohoo! SO looking forward to camp! yeah! its finally here! the wkend! i am gonna savour every single moment! ok its kinda late.. got some stupid stuffs to sort out first.. shall stop here.. once agn thank u all who encouraged me in dark tyms! hope tt i can return the favour!::

.:Jeremy blogged on 12:56:00 AM:.
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::woohoo! wkend has started! its the worst wk so far.. anyway so looking forward to the wkend and nxt wk! its camp! its finally here! -pinches self- woohoo! anyway.. tml will be heading to twn to hang out wif alot of ppl.. shld be catching a movie.. yeah! its great! so happy! just thankful i lasted the wk.. it was so hectic.. esp some stupid guy.. but nonetheless.. i survived! lets prepare our hearts and be filled with a sense of keenness to learn god's word nxt wk! and may we be blessed wif great fellowship! may god bless each and evryone of us! shall stop here.. ::

.:Jeremy blogged on 10:33:00 PM:.
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::3 more days to wkend! woohoo! well.. the worst day of the wk is gone.. but shucks.. theres a test tml! sunday was fun.. cleaned glass on the third floor.. but we have to agree tt li chen is a bit funny tt day.. kept taking the lift and shuttling between the 4th and 3rd floor.. and smiling and waving at us.. so funny.. hahaha! headed hm.. was so tired.. slpt.. then woke up for dinner wif eddy.. crapped.. and presto! monday came.. its over now tho! and ya.. teens' worship started on sunday.. was quite cool.. haha! i heard tt in the worship service.. the adults said tt why we were in teens' worship and its becos we lost to them 2-0.. hahaha! but don wry guys.. we'll thrashed them on away grd.. hahaha! the aggrevate is jus 2-0.. all we have to do is win 3-0! hahaha! anyway.. so looking forward to camp! woohoo! can barely wait.. shall stop here.. getting slpy..::

.:Jeremy blogged on 8:09:00 PM:.
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::woohoo! its one more wk to camp! so looking forward to it! urgh.. sch.. man.. its such a toll.. -tolerate!- was bored so did a countdwn.. 604800 seconds away frm camp frm sunday afternoon.. hahaha! friday was such a hectic day.. played soccer in the afternoon.. then worked frm 5pm to 3am.. bad start.. banquet was bad.. served a table of young ladies.. drank so much red wine they got drunk and 2 of them vomitted.. had to clean up the table.. wha kao.. it dint look gd for them man.. their images were totally shattered! but didnt really care.. hahaha! then shifted 650 chairs frm 16 floor to 2nd floor.. there were 4 of us.. then arranged the chairs.. and put chair covers.. back breaking job man.. finished at 257am .. damn tired.. showered and took the cab provided hm.. slpt at 5.. awoken by MR JOEL LEE at 8AM! thxs ah bro! hahaha! went to meet sherman and matt in twn bought presents and headed for ypg.. choir was fun.. learnt new actions! really cool and innovative! cheers guys! headed hm.. shall stop here.. holy communion tml! ::

.:Jeremy blogged on 9:16:00 PM:.
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::sch's a killer.. anyway.. to u know who u r.. hang in there k? it will blow over soon.. seek guidance frm god.. don wry.. everyone falls.. its just how fast u pick urself up.. if u feel lyk u nid someone to talk to.. i'm all ears.. ;) anyway.. YA.. i did an own goal.. wonderful rite? to someone i really love to hate in my sch.. oh pls.. stop acting lyk ten thousand gals are gog after u.. and besides.. u alrdy said u have a gf.. at least respect her? and p.s. TRY GALS UR AGE.. NOT YOUNGER.. cos they cant see wad kind of pervert you are.. and if u wanna point out my flaws.. tell me str8.. stop doing it behind my back.. cos i don stab u behind ur back.. i do it str8.. if u really piss me off.. just try.. i'm serious.. seriously.. u apply for student welfare support.. and say ur dad drives a BMW.. isnt it ABIT contridictry? nvm.. just a word of advice.. give it to some ppl who nids it more than u do.. anyway.. just came back frm a movie wif ben tan, edwin, juli, jstn, jerm, mike, jia qi, shermy, ming fei, daniel and joshua.. was gr8t.. had supper at newton circus wif a few.. then headed hm.. so tired.. shall stop here.. ::

.:Jeremy blogged on 11:10:00 PM:.
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::feeling kinda weird lately.. nv felt lyk gog to sch.. i dunno wads happening to me.. i suddenly feel so much pressure upon me.. its lyk so many problems just came up.. and i cant solve them fast enuff.. i cant pick myself up anymore i guess.. just holding out for the moment.. praying tt i will last the wk.. the light at the end of the tunnel is getting brighter.. i hope i last till then.. i have seen so many ppl fall.. and don get up.. and their entire lives are destroyed.. i hope i don be lyk them.. now i kinda understand how they feel before the plunge.. but wadeva comes my way.. i hope i can find god real then.. and thank him for the lessons learnt instead of asking why has god left me wif this problems.. hope i will be able to last till friday.. three more days.. shall stop here.. ::

.:Jeremy blogged on 9:40:00 PM:.
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